A New Day

It's been a long time since I spend my time

The rest is with you then nothing but the same

I learned whole my life

You, such an inspiration everyday

I know I've to decide that this my new day..

(Chorus)
Don't think about the past cause the best is waiting for us

It messed me up but I've try much harder, there is my forward days

There is you I'll stay

This is where I'll spend day yeah

My new beginning..

#The sun will give me the signs

Until the night I'm still fight

To live with you and we can evolved together

Cause everyday is a new day

(back to chorus)

There is a truth

In a life must be a result

(bridge)
Don't think about what was last

We know the best waits for us..

(back to chorus)

i wanna be the star..

i wanna be the star

which is able to light your darkness heart

which is able to eliminate your revenge

which is able to love you

i wanna be the star which doesn't have heart beat

just have light like moon

no hurt even you hurt me

innocent forever

there's no feeling to hate somebody

just love and peace

untouched but so secure

untouched but loved

alone but there are stars alike

one feeling, one destiny...


-fd-

♥ T.R.I.A.L.S ♥

"Life is funny way", that's quote of one my fave singer in her song..

everyday i live my life, i realize, the one thing that makes me defend and stay strong is to love living this life..

why i should say that?

because to love is just simple, at the surface, firstly giving love to yourself and when you're really ready, spread the love you feel to the days you'd been..

that's a lot of way to express the euphoria of spirit and love inside you..

you don't feel worry

you don't even feel scare

you don't feel so alone

you're not feeling limited

you're not feeling caged

you're just feeling so opened up and relieved..

if it's too heavy, send it to God and let Him help you in His way..

and so alike, He would be with you to work together..

it is impossible that nobody has no problems, even the richest or the happiest ones..

as we grow up as the problems do the same too..

but those all would gone if we face it wisely and with hopeful soul..

eventually all the matters will make us mature and have big thoughts and hearts..

when we solve the problems rightly, we won't be afraid again of anything comes from in and out ourselves, we will just brave to face it..

but sometimes imperfection is our mindset..

it might be so hard to live this life because a mistaken life in the past..

it is no use to keep it inside whole of your life time..

i did it,

and i keep losing myself..

i was feeling like out of my mind but i kept on silence..

i couldn't forgive myself

i pulled myself of life out there

nobody know me or maybe they didn't want to..

even me..

my head so heat and my heart ruined so fast like i had heart attack..

everything wasn't the same again and i won't be..

little by little i try to contemplate myself..

i try to accept who i am again..

it is no more about identity research

it is about how i use my mind in the right place and start the new page..

and i awake that life is so dynamic and i couldn't be the static anymore..

i have to fix all up though the smallest one left as trash..

it is the temptation of how i break my limit and all my past - stuffs..

merci silence..

merci proccessing..

merci time..

merci consequence..

merci divine..

and, to love this life is how about you to love yourself, accepting who you are and people around you..

to love it unconditional, just be thankful for its kindnesses and thankful for its trials..

thank you to yourself and to whom which inspired your life..

-FD-